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Hang Kasab - ha ha -- Hang On First

2010-05-07T12:40:00.004-05:00

Recently i read 2-3 artices on Kasab getting death penalty for raging war against india.
But, how the legislation in india painfully took 19 months and 38 crores to come to that decision was never explained.

From the begining, it is open and shut case with clear CCTV footage showing the person with guns killing people. No other country in the world would have taken so much time for decision to kill that'mrugam' (Wild Animal). Immediately after judge pronouncement, our home minister issued a statement - 'Kasab death sentense decision taken based one evidence not on confession'. I would say it as 'Utter Stupidity'.

Still there is a long time before he will get his punishment (will he??) - High court Approval, Appeal against it in High Court, Supreme Court, Appeal to President of India then, by that time - probably - until his natural death, he will leave peacefully in the Jail with all goverment escorts + goverment spending 2 crores per month for his protection.

Hmm.. I woud say ... 'Shit ! we never change'.

I would detail on our next person - Kalki Baghvan in my next blog.

Vonage india two months free

2009-09-08T11:05:00.002-05:00

Hi All,
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Free International Calls

2008-11-25T20:03:00.001-06:00

Absolutely free international calls to over 38 countries. Join
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The Art of making 'Free Calls' to INDIA

2008-11-24T23:32:00.004-06:00

I almost did research over several weeks to get to this post. This post contains almost all the required information to make free calls to india at least for next 2-3 hours. You can get next 10 hours calling time to india at as little as 1.37 cent per minute. Yes you heard it right. That is less than local USA call from your mobile. Also, in next post, i will post the details on how to make free calls from iphone to any phone in united states for free using fring applicaton and skype.

Free Calls to Any where in the world:

Evaphone:
http://www.evaphone.com/ - Any time free - 5 calls per day per IP

You can make maximum 5 free calls per day. Hard to beleive right ? Well it is that simple but there is a downside to it. Calls drop frequently and sometimes the voice quality is bad.

But I’m not going to complain on how bad the call is… They are offering free calls after all. Try it out, you wont be spending a cent !

Youcall:

http://www.youcall.com/ (get 30 minutes free after sign up)
Use the procedue as explain in below link to get free 30 min call every time you login.
http://icalling.wordpress.com/2008/09/21/youcal/

Rebtel:

Free 80 minutes on sign up (No credit card details required)
http://unlockcraziness.blogspot.com/2008/09/rebtel-free-80-mins-call-to-india.html
or use the link on right side to get 20 minutes

Tabrio:

5$ free call on sign up (No credit card details required)

http://freepctophonecalls.blogspot.com/2008/10/free-voip-phone-calls-worldwide-india.html

Cheap Calling Cards to India:

Read below two blogs for latest updates.
http://voipguides.blogspot.com/
http://freepctophonecalls.blogspot.com/

Below are best calling cards to call india.

Pingo
http://www.pingo.com/ (1.37 cents per minute) -- offer detail present in below link
http://freepctophonecalls.blogspot.com/2008/11/cheapest-international-calls-pingo.html

Reliable
http://www.reliablecomm.com/ (1.9 cents per minute) -- if you need referral please give your email in comment.call quality is not that good. But at 1 rupee per call, i am okay with it. I bought 100$ card myself and already used 2000 minutes. It is good at time.

Rebtel
http://www.rebtel.com/ (2.8 cents per minute)-- if you need referral please give your email in comment.Use the link (http://unlockcraziness.blogspot.com/2008/09/rebtel-free-80-mins-call-to-india.html) to get free 80 minutes.It is best service i have ever used. I am big fan of rebtel for its ease of usage, call quality and service.

Airtel

http://www.airtelcallhome.com/ (4 cent per minute on sign up)
Take only 5$ card. On sign up, you get almost 100 minutes.

Nymgo:
http://freepctophonecalls.blogspot.com/2008/11/nymgo-cheapest-pc-to-phone-calls.html
20$ Monthly payment would give you 1750 minutes

True Love Quotes

2008-11-23T13:02:00.002-06:00

When we love, it isn't because the person's perfect, it's because we learn to see an imperfect person perfectly.
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You may hold my hand for a while, but you hold my heart forever.
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There may be many flowers in a man's life, but there is only one rose.
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I love you because you bring out the best in me, and holding on to that thought, I sincerely believe that just by being with you shall bring out the best life I ever could live.
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I'll never know if it is truly possible for me to stop thinking about you because I'll never try.
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Love is a constant battle between the heart and the mind; True Love is when they agree.
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blog from iPhone 3g

2008-11-01T17:08:00.001-05:00

Hey testing

Viplove Kavitalu

2008-10-19T00:40:00.001-05:00

I am fan of viplove. Read his articles on the below link..

http://www.telugupeople.com/discussion/userArticles.asp?userId=VIPLOVE

Women!!!

2008-10-13T22:11:00.002-05:00

Seriously Funny Article from my friend.. Click below
Funny

Inner feelings of a software consultant (due to economic downturn)

2008-09-26T08:17:00.006-05:00

Note: It has all the effects of economic down turn on a common software consultant who want to leave job but not able to. Read Now.

This would have been complete for the first time. Its No caffeine and the knowledge that I was at the highest ground I may have ever been. I did not want to believe everything was going well, but it really was. There are so many things you have to deal with in life and I didn’t suffer from any of the problems most people had. I was the boss, I had nobody that gave me a hard time at work, my job was easy, it paid well, I knew what I was doing, I liked what I was doing, I liked most of the people, I liked the office, the location, the city, the vacation and benefits. Life totally sucks without tf. It is completely expected to hate life without tf. Nothing else was better than that place. The contractors were fundamentally different, I should have feared going out into the world, but what I expected was a contract like X project or Y project did. That doesn’t even exist by and large and when it does, it is low quality. Even the car I had was ideal for so long in my city. Now I don’t even know if I can keep the same kind of vehicle. I know I don’t want that mustang, it is not a comfortable car for the fem. An eclipse would not be much cooler, but the layout is better. A jeep would handle like crap. The stability of city was unreal, there is no excuse for the lack of. The only person that left ups that I would not have wanted to stay was HHHHH. Every single other person I liked found a reason and left. Maybe if I stayed there would have been some new people that came in and that may have been interesting. Don’t quit simply because this is better than anything else. No place is this nice. If you leave you cant come back and nothing is half of what this place offers a person like me. I don’t want to work hard or be serious about a job, that is what this place is about. All other places have hard projects, hard work. Most people don’t like ups because of the boring work. You like the boring work. You just want a little work so you can pay the bills and do something outside work. That is ideal. Other people have reasons to quit that match what they are looking for. I don’t. my failure was not living the right life outside work. I had committed to ups by working there so long. It gave me everything, it almost gave me a gf. I cant just come back to city and land a job I would like near that much. That is why I need to interview for years before quitting. That place is that good. Other places are that bad. Its because the office is not an its headquarters, it is a corp office. You like the corp office. Any other job will be it and the people will all be nerds that are highly skilled that make you look like a fool. The offices all suck bad and the people all suck. Going to London is just stupid. Same with going to florida, you hate florida. You knew that when you left city was better in every way to anything in fl. Going out west would suck since its all dirty and spic. Leaving at this stage of life would force you to start over and you don’t have what it takes to start over. You need to finish what you started here in your city. You haven’t even lived in city yet with ag that makes you see this city and your life in a whole new perspective. Leaving now would throw all those years away. Staying would bond those years to a real experience. You don’t have near the skills you need to land a decent job most importantly. The job market is at its bottom in 2003 due to 3 years of layoffs and thousands of sharp people on the bench trying to compete for these jobs. You will not land anything good with current economic trend.

--> my life tf.

Rebtel - Free 80 Mins Call to India

2008-09-21T10:42:00.006-05:00

My friends, ఉస్ this free stuff for calling india.
One particular aspect in rebtel, which you might like is, you do not need to call any 800 number and then your indian relative number. For every india number, rebtel gives you a local number. You just need to store that local number under your friend name. Directly call your friend with out remembering any thing else. For each of your friend, you will get different local number. This is much cheaper too compared to other plans.

1) Just go to rebtel (Using the link in the right top corner)
2) Register yourself
3) Do not forget to use the coupon code (India60min)

If you are unsure about these steps, just click the below link (Note: Link gives only 60 minutes)
Rebtel60min

---NJoi

The Art of 'Chicken Gunya' Lyrics - Acharya Atreya

2008-09-20T11:21:00.012-05:00

After successful two parts (Part1 , Part2) on the chandra 'ghost', I am continuing my enriching journey of pursuing greatest lyrics of all time. This article concentrates on one such great lyricist.

Manasu gathi inthe
manishi bratuku inthe
manasunna manishiki
sukham ledanthe

Who can ignore those manasu truths? His lyrics makes a powerful everlasting impact on hearts of his fans. He always used simple yet elegant, small but powerful words. All his words are 'vadukalo vunna simple maatalu'. He is none other than 'Acharya' AAtreya - Popularly known by name 'manasu kavi'. Rayaka niramtalani rasi prekshakulani edpistarani prateeti. (They say he makes producers cry by not writing and make the audience cry by writing).

Read his wiki, idlebrain, cine articles to know more about his story.

Atreya Marks on Telugu Lyrics:

Prema ledani premincharadani
sakchyame neevani nannu nenu chaatani
ooo priya joharulu - Abhinandana

Mudda banthi poovulo Mooga Kalla voosulu
Venaka Janama Basalu endariki telusulee

- Mooga Manasulu
Manasu mooganidi maatalu ranidi mamata okate adi nerchinadi

Ee teega poovuno ee komma lo veechano
- Maro Charitra
Neevu leka veena palukalennannadi neevu leka radha niluva lenannadi
chitapata chinukulu padutu vunte chelikaade sarasana vunte -
paccha gaddi koseti paduchu pilla
Ettago vunnado oolammi eteto avutundo chinnammi

Purpose of Life

2008-06-22T08:28:00.003-05:00

I thought of updating my blog from long time.. At last, i got some time to go through my ideas and ponder over them.

Lot of things happened in last 2-3 months in my life. I got some critical questions in my life time in this period. One of them is 'What is the purpose of the life?'

Here are summary of all versions from my friends in a 'philosophical' discussions.

Friend A)

Actually, this question is such that answering it is almost impossible without being a bit philosophical. Because, reality is quitedifferent. I could say the purpose of my life is to earn lots of money.....but it would be too materialistic.....or I could say it is to do some good to the society....and that sounds too idealistic....
Actually, most people dont really think what the purpose of their lives is....because they can afford to live even without knowing or having a purpose for their lives. the present times are such that people dont have time to think. they just have wants...sometimes materialistic & sometimes idealistic and sometimes a mix of both and they want to fulfill them. and that becomes the purpose of their life.

Friend B)

In my opinion...purpose has got great and strong meaning into it.. and we are not living to achieve the purpose of life....actually we don't know our purpose of life...if you ask me the same question...what i could say is, I don't know exactly waht is my purpose of life at least at this moment...to some extent and in general it could be leading a good life....."Good life" meaning varies from person to person...most of the people are visualized by the society that working hard , getting a good job, marriage, earning lot of money so that your future generations never face any problems you had faced in your life, then finally take a break is....leading a good life!!!!!!!!!...and we are just following the same way.....we are just moving in a defined path with the hidden assumption that it is the purpose of life...

My Version)

Its tough to explain. My purpose is always 'find my true happiness'. So, where we get 'happiness' in general? I think (Predefined assumptions as per society) Success in holding the family responsbilities, name in society, earning money ,serving to the society (not just social service - any intellectual service), success in the job or work, Staying with loved ones (live life and love life for lifelong). Most people presumably land with above purpose into the life. Prorities may change depending on person timelines and supporting conditions.

I do not want to be 'one' of them to create my own distinction but 'sad'ly part of the league.

Google Telugu

2008-05-08T21:11:00.003-05:00

Funny

unknown letter from orkut

2007-12-24T13:18:00.002-06:00

I don’t blame ,you have ruined me.
But it’s my time to punish you, let me go,
let me die and forever you will cry.
No mercy for you for da pain you have thrower Every day
I m asked to live to die again n again!...
To describe me these words are so true
Ignorant, confused, stubborn, shy, calm,
serene, peaceless,simple,sensible n innocent
Ugly lady sometime and moody…
I’m different in different ways….
cant judges my self...
Sum say am bad.
Sum say am loveable adorable.
I love to hurt n torture myself ,
waitin 4 sum one to cum in my life and hold me…
and take away all that hurtnes.
At times m bold n open minded
but at the same time am tooooo much possessive and narrow abt things....
Frm inside m as good as pure and honest,,,
around me its totally dark…
living in my own ways fighting wid my inner self…
sitting in dark and a voice cum from inside me...
That Ahhhhhhhh!!
u r losing everything...
U r alone u hav lost everything…
sum say am not pretty…
but sum find me beautiful...
Me not very pretty but my inner beauty,
ma honesty n sinserity makes me special.
I can b Easily tricked because of being too trusting,,,
people tend to take me for granted.
My innocent ness and honest personality can bring anyone back to me..(i guess).
I love music, I love to have long drives, dim lights turn me on,
I live in very fantasy world…. N I love to Think n think n think,,,
n then to get hurt again n again...m totaly broken up frm Inside,,,
just living a painful life!
You were my sun,
you were my earth but you don’t know all the ways I loved you,
no So you took a chance, made other plans
But I betcha didn’t think that they would come crashing down,
no You don’t have to say,
What cha did I already know,
I found out from HIM now
there’s just no chance with you and me
there will never be don’t it make you sad about it
you told me you love me

Why did you leave me all alone....
My tears just can’t stop coming one after another
Can’t hold dem insideCoz is full with tears
Although I am empty Inside
Please stop this all which make my tears blow
Me ma self is Volcano it get Erupted when
It gets hurts Y is the Volcano
Hot have youEver wonder?
Coz it is burnt insideBurnt?
''She kept the pain inside her
it burned from deep within
she let the world just slip away
just like she always did
she lost her love, her life, all gone
she wondered what she did, where did she go wrong
more and more the cuts felt right
she slit her wrists every night'
'i'm crushed under freakin old times when i experienced stuff which were beyond my imagination.....
welll my life at the moment is falling into a deep black hole n i just can't c ny hope........
I held the knife so close to my heart.
Like a foolish child I sat and I and I cried,
Didn't realize what I had done, what I had tried.
Tears mixed with blood, falling slowly to the ground.
Covered in blood, pulled myself up, in tears scribed:

I HATE EVERYONE!!!

GMAIL Funny Chirstmas Welcome Message

2007-12-24T09:46:00.000-06:00

See the above link clearly.. See the Funny Chirstmas Welcome Message

There may be snow outside, but hopefully there snow spam in your inbox

what google team means ... "There may be snow outside, but hopefully there is + no (snow) spam in your inbox"

Telugulo deenni suvarna deergha sandhi antaaru :-P

but what i got .."There may be snow outside, but hopefully there is + now (snow) spam in your inbox"

:-)

Anukokunda Oka Mandu Party

2007-12-16T01:40:00.000-06:00

Watch this well made Telugu fun skit 'Anukokunda O Mandu Party' by Tri-PODers. This Video got some very funny laughing moments. Excellent Innovation in titles.

Characters: Sriram, Raj Gopal, Krishna Chaitanya

Synopsis: Two Developers and a Project Manager of a software company meet on an eventful day. Not knowing what lies in the fate of the manager, he invites the developers for a party and see what happens next.

Anukokunda Oka Mandu Party - PART - I

Anukokunda O Mandu Party - PART - II (I love this part)

Online Telugu Movie Sites

2007-12-13T22:38:00.000-06:00

I would like to give compilation of all online telugu movie sites (free or download) along with my ratings for the site.

http://www.saradaga.com/
Rating: 3/5
Content: Telugu Movie Site Links, Videos, News .
Good :-) All movie Links in one place/side bar. URL is very easy to remember for all telugu people.
Bad :-] Lot of ads. No movies hosted in the site.
Ugly :-( Can not directly open the links provided in this site. It still opens in the same site in a seperate window. We need to close the bottom frame to actually see the site. Annoying full page ads.

http://www.kalyansuman.com/labels/telugu%20movies%20online.html
Rating: 4/5
Content: Telugu Movie Site Links, Videos, News
Good:-) Excellent organization of all movie Links in one place. Excellent place to see updates on all sites in one go.
Bad:-] No movies hosted in the site. Needs to get have more site widgets for comprehensive information. Hope this will be taken in future.
Ugly:-( we can not remember this site address easily.

http://www.videoduniya.com/
Rating: 4/5
Content: Movies, Videos
Good:-) Best Organized and Best Quality. No annoying full page Ads.
Bad:-] Less updates every week
Ugly:-( None

http://manacinemalu.com/
Rating: 3.5/5
Content: Movies, Videos, TV Shows
Good:-) Best updated and Most compiled
Bad:-] Archived movie links mostly doesn't work. Latest movie links will have CAM quality. Ugly:-( Annoying full page ads for every click.

http://videomasti.net/
Rating: 2.5/5
Content: Movies, Videos, TV Shows, Songs
Good:-) Compilation of all types
Bad:-] Least organized. Need to search long for the movie.
Ugly:-( It looks like a blog page. No organized information on movies.

http://moviestelugu.tk/
Rating: 3/5
Content: Movies, News, Songs, Videos, TV Shows, TV serials
Good:-) All oringial links. Good quality videos of TV serials.
Bad:-] Least organized. Need to search long for the movie.
Ugly:-( It looks like a blog page. No organized information on movies. Every movie starts with its ad.. very funny.

http://desivideos.net/index.php
Rating: 2.5/5
Content: Movies, News, Songs, Videos, TV Shows, TV serials
Good:-) Lot of information.
Bad:- Least organized. Need to search long for the movie or any thing.
Ugly:-( Annoying full page ads on every click.

http://www.bestdesiblogs.com/
Rating: 3.5/5
Content: Movies, News, Songs, Videos, TV Shows, TV serials
Good:-) Good organization.
Bad:-] No alphabetic search.
Ugly:-( Annoying ads on complete page.

More Links below..

http://www.bharatmovies.com/
http://www.thedesicentral.com/
http://www.onlinetelugumovies.com/
http://www.andhraboard.com/
http://www.andhravilas.com/dynamicindex.asp
http://www.telugutoranam.com/
http://www.teluguone.com/
http://www.desitorrents.com/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=12 for Hindi Movie Download .
http://www.desitorrents.com/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=39 for Tamil Movie Download
http://www.desitorrents.com/forums/forumdisplay.php?f=40 for Telugu Movie Download

Please put a comment, if you think any movie site need to be added in my list of Online Telugu Movie Sites.

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Manorama - Six Feet Under

2007-11-11T19:11:00.000-06:00

Unarguably, this movie is, by far, the best hindi movie i have seen in this year. I think this movie will become a classic of suspense genre in the future and considerably it is least recognized compared with other films. This movie definitely reinvented the raw and abstract noir style of suspense genre films. The film’s pace is extremely slow till the end and suddenly reaches climax at it's peak. If any one has not given attention to minute details due to its snail like pace, convoluted story line, frequently involving flashbacks, flash forwards and missing interconnections, this movie becomes abstrusive and understandably very boring. The way the movie unravels the suspense element in noir style is flawless and top class. Technically the film looks as brilliant as it can be. Camera work at the desert and back ground music is worth mentioning and brilliantly mixes with the story line. Dialogues are crisp and all actors have done a wonderful job.

I am not going to reveal the story line or any dialogues like other reviewers. Please do not expect high pace suspense thriller from my description.

Things i liked most in the movie:
1. Introduction of all the characters into movie from a different point of view.
2. The way, gray shade of important characters unravels. All characters are completely raw and have true element of nature.
3. Proving the movie tag line, 'In the desert, Everything is not what it seems to be', till the last 15 minutes of the film.
4. The way, all minute details in the film becoming important at the end.

I strongly recommend this movie for all the people with a forewarning to watch it very carefully.

The Art of Chicken Gunya Lyrics - Part II

2007-10-23T18:22:00.000-05:00

Update on our greatadhi great Telugu lyricist 'chandra ghost'

"mokkajonna thotalo kukkalochayi,
kothimeera thotalo kothulocchayi…"

- From subhash chandra bose film penned by lyridestructist chandra bose.

Chandra Bose gaaru,

I know people loves simple and catchy lyrics so that they can easily remember them but not these kind of meaningless lyrics. These kind of stupid lyrics downgrades kammatanam in Telugu poetry. Poetry is not just about playing with words but also giving a life to the words when read as a complete sentence. When the millions of people hears the song, their heart should immerse with the aatma of the song.

I believe you have at least some talent in you. I like particularly two songs written by you

cheekatitho veluge cheppenu nenunnani
ootamitho gulepe cheppenu nenunnani

- Nenunnanu

manchu kondallona chandrama

- Taj Mahal

Hope you write such good peotry in future. Please put your talent in right shores.

Read the first part at

http://unlockcraziness.blogspot.com/2007/01/art-of-chicken-gunya-lyrics.html

Citi that Never Sleeps

2007-09-04T23:27:00.000-05:00

First let me ask you a question?

What do you think about the title?
probably about mumbai .. look at the title again
probably about metro movie.. nah

Its about our citi bank.. and my unique experience with UNIQUE citi bank.

Let me give a brief about my needs from the bank which led to write this blog.

I want to complete three things urgently in a single day.

1) pre-close a personal loan from citi bank by paying the balance
2) A bank statement for last 6 months
3) cheque deposit for 1,00,000

Actually, i have never been to citi bank in pune. I have a urgent need to complete all these things in a single day as i am travelling next day to my home for taking house loan.

After travelling for 1.5 hour in busy pune, i reached the only citi bank branch in our city..

As i went inside the bank, first thing i noticed is help desk and grand furniture. Ambiance is grandiose and lavishing. But, to my enthusiastic observation, most of the seats are empty in the bank at 10.30 AM. Most of the people are lazy moving from one place to another place. It looks like they are working in a government accounts office.

Lazily, i started my conversation with citi bank help desk officer.
me: "Hi! I want to deposit the cheque"
Citi helpdesk Office: "You came here to deposit the cheque. You could have done it any ATM. You are never required to come citi bank for that". I was surprised by rashness in her voice. She looked at me like a illiterate. I immediately checked my dress. I am also having my company tag on my neck.

I replied "I am having some other works. I Also want to have 6 month bank statement"
"sorry sir. We will not give bank statements in the bank. You need to talk to call centre and get it in registered post." rash tone continued.

I was surprised "What? I already got bank statement in hyderabad from the bank. Also, i got it in registered post 2 to 3 times"
citi now changed to soft tone. "Yes sir. We used to do that in last year. Currently, we are not doing it. You have to talk to call centre people to get it in the post. It will come in 3-5 days. You are never required to come citi bank for that" She is looking at me to check if that created enough confusion on my face or not.

me: "Its urgent for me. I am travelling today and I need to submit it for my house loan. That is why i came to bank today"
citi: "I can not help it sir. you can get print outs from outside and we will stamp on it if you need"
I was completely exhausted after intense argument with her.
'WTF %#*&' i murmured lot of good telugu words

I just called citi phone at the same time from same place. ring ring ring
Please wait all our Citibank officers busy.. Your call will be attended .... followed by musical tone.

1 min.. 2 min.. 3 min..

Thanks for your patience. Please wait all our Citibank officers busy.. Your call will be attended in 11 minutes

'oh WTF' again... tick tick...Waited for long 11 minutes. Listening to some music or song. After every minute.. same statement repeated.

press 1 for Citibank credit card/ debit card customers
press 2 for some Vysya bank customers
pressed 1

Please provide your debit card number followed by 4 digit TPIN or city code followed by account no. I have provided debit card number but with wrong credit card TPIN in desperation to connect to the call.

"Sorry. Details entered by you are incorrect" .. Call went off after 20 minutes of intense mental torture.

"Oh shit"

I tried 2-3 times with wrong TPIN and waited for 20 minuts then i got my mental composition back. Entered account number next time.

Citi Phone Officer: "How can i help you sir?"
me: "Hi. I want a bank statement for last 6 months"

Citi after asking some stupid security questions and verification "okay sir. Your statement will reach you in 5 days"
me: "No. I want it urgently. Please provide the options. "

citi: "If you want it urgently we can provide in 3 days or you can walk into the branch and get it on the same day"
me: "I am already in pune bank and exactly at help desk"

citi:"Sorry sir. Pune bank doesn't have the facility now. You can only get in 3 days"
me:"Is it possible if i go to hyderabad bank, i will get bank statement tomorrow? I will be in hyderabad for tomorrow"

citi:"No sir. In Hyderabad, you will get in one day later. Do you want me to place the order for statement?"
me:"I want it by tomorrow at any cost"

citi in long deep tone: "sooorry sir. I can not help it. Any thing else i can help"
me:"Nothing" already resigned by that time.

citi: "Thank you sir. I hope i have answered all your questions"

me: "No"
She disconnected the call.

I have deposited the cheque and came back to help desk to ask about pre-closure of personal loan. This time, she directed to personal loan branch which is in the ground floor with out even looking at me.

Please note the Time 11.40 AM.
I have been greeted by empty chairs and empty rooms in the ground floor. Probably early lunch time. Only one person is present in the personal loan branch. 10 empty seats and 10 blank computers showing citi bank screen savers in that room.

I greeted that person my self as he is very busy in reading news paper.

me: "Hi! Can you please tell me on how to close the personal loan?"
citi personal loan officer: "What you mean by close the personal loan?"

me: "I want to pay the remaining balance amount and close the personal loan"
citi: "Oh.. you are talking about pre-closure"

'saale.. aur kya soch raha hain.. yaha pe cleaning karne ke liye aaya kya' my mind was blown out.

I replied in good composure exactly opposite of what my mind just replied "Yes. Please let me know the procedure"

citi: "Oh. I am new to pune office. In fact, i also do not know the procedure. Please let me call my collegue"

He called his collegue and after some 5 minutes
" My collegue saying that You are never required to come citi bank for that. You need to call citi phone officer and ask details. He has given the number XXXXXXXX"

"I can not wait for 2-3 days until citi officer arrives at my office. I want to close urgently. Thats why i came to the office"
"Sorry sir. You need to call citi phone officer and know the procedure.You are never required to come citi bank for that"

"Then what is the use of the bank? I never required to come to citi bank for any thing. Not for cheque deposit. Not for 6 months bank statement. Not for even preclosure the personal loan. Then why did you kept this bank here in pune?" I directly asked the poor chap.

'WTF!!!!!! F%&K!!!!!A******!!!!!! WTF!!!!!WTF!!!!!! WTF!!!!!WTF!!!!!! WTF!!!!!WTF!!!!!! WTF!!!!!' my mind desperately rearraging all the good words in english.

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This is good lesson for automatic world. Currently, Every thing in this world made mobile. You can pay all types of bills on mobile. You get people to your door step by just a call. You can get personal loan with just a phone call. You get your bank balance in a phone call. While these things might increase the convenience for some people, it actually increases the complexity for others who can not wait for some one coming at thier door step.

So, Don't bank on banks, atleast for citi bank.

Books I Love - Part II

2007-06-10T06:20:00.000-05:00

Shantaram - Gregory David Roberts:
My Rating: 4.5/5

First Things First. When you start this novel, don't look at the number of pages. Then you will be intimidated to start itself. Read it on your own peril because you will never understand on which genre it belongs. It can be any genre and can serve any purpose: A World travel Guide, A Fun Read , An autobiography ,A Sad Love Story , A Philosophical Thriller, A mafia story, A Murderer story and Last but not the least a Door Stop. Yes, It's 936 page Huge Novel that covered all topics that exists under the sun. As given in telegraph review "Shantaram is an exuberant, swashbuckling story of derring-do, told with reckless gusto and obvious affection, and if Roberts is no sort of stylist (and he isn't), you'd have to be a snob not to admit to enjoying yourself."

Life of Pi - Yann Mortel:
Rating: 4/5

I bought this novel with only reason that it got booker prize. I know nothing about it when i bought it. Still after reading the synopsis which says its a "story that makes you belive in god", and later reading good 40 pages, i couldn't attempt sleep before completing this non-stop religious thriller. Its An extra-ordinary factual tale of of boy called "pi", who survived in a life boat with hyena, Royal Bengal Tiger, Zebra, Sea Sick Orange-Utanfor 227 days. Its not a story that doesn't surprize you. It will not confirm what you already know. It will make you see higher or further or differently. Its worth booker prize.

S is for Silence - Sue Grafton:
Rating: 3.5/5

It should be named as "S is for Suspense" or "S is for Superb". This is more a work of literary art, a true and classic detective novel with an experimental edge in the narrative machinations of the psychological profiling chapters than it is a standard offering of detective fiction, though, for me, it also satisfied the cravings of that genre. I was left with a compulsion to reread several parts, then with a desire to reread the whole. This book has too much psychological pith to get it all in a single run through. A stylishly narrated detective novel.

The Zahir - Paul Coelho

This novel talks about a writer who is in search of his wife, his soul, his life. In between the lines, he goes deep with in your mind with spirituality. It is really very good and different in content. You may not like the story where he is having relationships with other women than his wife. But, you will love his statements during the time he matures in his love towards his life. Definitely a good read.

The Monk who sold his ferrari - Robin Sharma

I heard it from the newspaper saying it sold above 5 million copies. Yes, This book proved that "simplicity sells". It gives all old rules in a very simple format in much simple discussions. Any way, I am not a kind of person who loves to read discipline or self-improvement books. Do not read it, if you are also the same.

The Alchemist - Paul Coelho
The Inscrutable Americans - Anurag Mathur
Whispers and Lies - Joy Fielding

The Art of 'Chicken Gunya' Lyrics

2007-01-23T09:51:00.000-06:00

Yesterday, when I had antakshari with friends, maddy sang the following lines from the recent telugu movie 'Khatarnak'

'Doma kudithe chicken gunya
prema kudithe sukham gunya
paina kudithe upper gunya
lone kuithe andar gunya'

what are these lines? sucks!! Really.. Can any body guess what these lines really means?It was written by lyricist 'greatadhi great' (One of his engili telugu innovations-- used for chiru movie shankardada MBBS) chadrabose who is regarded as top 'flawless' lyricist at current times.

One more from his pen 'Ammaye sannaga ara navve navvaga' (what is meaning of aranavvu here?. But song is super hit. No body knows what does it suggest?).

Some of latest songs even doesn't have at least a meaning in the sentense. for example,

'A vacchi B pai vaale C vacchi D pai vaale'

(Chatrapathi - I dont know what should i write here to translate in english - A comes on B, B Comes on C - Words are crap! There is no thought in the lyrics but the composition made the song super hit)

Worst comes when tamil movies dubbed into telugu. Because of mast beat, these songs became hit in telugu. Macchuki konni,

'Naaku Neeku Nokia Repu maapo mafia capuccino cofeeaa
sofiaaa'

(Aparichitudu -- Just some rambling words for our ears)'

'love-elephant la vastadu remo, muddu danthaltho kummuthadu remo'

(same movie - muddu danthaltho kummadam enti vaammo )..

"X Pichhi Y Pichhi Edo Pichhi Tune chesi padaalante Ekkunu Pichhi"

(Gazini - naakithe picchi ekkindi)

'telephone dhvani la navvedaana..'

(What????)

'kanubommale digi meesamayyenu ..okkakka pantitho navva'

(BOYS - Enti babu veella badha..)

Who cares for lyrics in these hit songs. AM Ratnam is reason for having great taste in selecting such lyrics in his movies. He doesn't have time for conversion. Probably, he wont give a damn to it. Even our current audience won't!

Some times, Songs have 'prayasa' with 'prasa' and at the end doesn't have relation in between the lines.

"manasa vacha kalisosthe, mysore palace rasiistha..."
"gusa gusa le gunna maavilloani rusa rusa le kanne chupullo.......'

(Annayya!!!! no relation between the lines)

Currently even vulgarity also washed away with mass beat. You may enjoy listening/humming following song but when you think of its meaning ... hmmm .. i should tell you first.

'College papala bus ye seat choosina fresh
pidata kinda pappu ruchi choodakunte tappu .. hammamma
Chintaaku chitta chitta chintaaku taa..
---- blah blah --
Aa yetti choope haa..aa yetti choope .. haa
(venaka edava sound okati with good visuals)
aa etti choope prize kodataru kurra pose'
(Enti aa meaning? Enti aa sounds?)

I heard some 10 year child singing that song 'chintak chitta chitta'. That child may not know what does it mean? Where are we heading? What is happening to telugu lyrics? Where are the great lyrics came in telugu? Whom to blame for this?

Definitely 'we' audience. People are enjoying the mass beats, off beats, melody but never giving any importance to the lyrics of the song which are regarded as it's soul in 'vishwanath' times.

Don't we have songs with great lyrics?.. Yes, we do have!!! But, who cares for them
when music is not good. And in out telugu industry , chandra 'ghost' is almost regarded in the same league as an elitist along with following great people. Alas!, for sure, he doesn't fall under thier class.

'Sirivennela' Seetha Rama Shastry - My All time favorite

'vidhata talapuna prabhavinchinadi anaadi jeevana vedam..
Kanula kolanulo prathibimbinchina vishwarupa vinyaasam'

'Sankara naadasareerapara vedaviharaahara jeeveswara..
praaname neevani gaaname needani praaname gaanamani..
mounavichakshana gaanavilakshana raagame yogamani
naadopasana chesina vadanu neevadanu nenaitee
dikhhareendrajita himagireendrasita kandharaa neelakandhara
kshudruleruganii rudraveena linnidragaanamidi
avadharinchara vinitarinchara... sankaraa'

(Difficult to get this kind of class into english)

Just find the beuaty of telugu in each of the above word. When you listen to such songs combined with great music, your heart stops beating. You feel the sense of sound in your soul. You forget yourself when immersed into that passion. Its absolutely a different feeling and you will end up being in different world. Even in new movies like 'manmadhudu', 'varsham' and anandam listen to his lyrics

" chali pidugula sadi vini jadisina bidiyamu tadabadi ninu vidadhaa?" (varsham).
Who can get such beauty with small words.

'nenu nenu ga lene ninna monnala
leni poni vuhallo emito ila
kottha janmala ipude ila puttinattuga'
(I am not like before
drifting thoughts are coming into my mind
It is my new life.. i just born into it)
'evaraina epudaina ee chitram choosara
nadi raatiri toli vekuva rekha
nidurinche reppalapai
udayaalanu chitrinche
oka challani madi pampina lekha' (Anandam)

He should definitely have fallen into love when he is writing such beutiful poetry
Atleast we have a lyricist, who is not going away from the 'soul' of the lyric with stupid 'chicken gunya' songs.

Veturi - Simple words - Complex Meaning

'prema ledani premincharadani' (All Abhinandana songs)
'urakalai godavari vurike naa vodiloniki sogasulai brundavani murise naa siga loniki' (All Abhilasha songs)
(All maharshi songs)
'oo papa laali janamake laali' (All Geetanjali Songs)
'hello guru prema kosame ra jeevitham' (Nirnayam)
'keeravani chilakala' (Anveshana)

'Aaku lo aakunai ...
kommalo
remmanai
nunu letha kommanai
ee adavali dagipona'

Inka enno classics from his pen.. But i remember one particular song from him. I can listen to that song continuously because of its rare beauty in the language. Even its dubbed one, his work is ememplory for all the latest dubbing 'gunya' lyricists. Song is 'Alalu Alalu egisi egisi alasi solasi poye' from 'old' seetha kokachiluka.

The second stanza in that song is by far the best one to read. Here is the translation along with the lyrics.

Charanam:

Veeche gaali naalo jaali
thelipaena neeku
Manasu
manasu
manuvai poyae
guruthaenaa neeku

Did the blowing wind tell you my sad and pitiful tale? Do you even remember the marriage of our hearts?

Gadiyae yugamai
bathuke sagamai
Gadichenu innaallu

Each minute I had spent waiting for you was like a “yugam”. (Note: This part is copied later in many movies including latest 'anand' - manchi coffee lanti cinema with a twist 'khsaname yugamai')

Valapae vagapai
thaane varadai
Kurise
kanneellu
Kurise kanneellu

All my love and happiness is now gone and all I have is grief, my tears flowing endlessly like a flood.

One more from the same movie

'mate mantramu
manase bandhamu
ee mamathe ee
manase
mangala vadyamu
idi kalyanam kamaneeyam jeevitham'

These songs became hit because of the highs & lows in interludes which are beautifully entwined by Ilayaraja and not because of veturi lyrics. If the music is not so good for the above songs, Does any body there who give a damn to such lyrics?

But 'chintak chitta chitta chintaku ta' and 'chicken gunya'... hmm.. hats off to chandra bose and our telugu audience.

- Maharshi

3 small days of unending events

2006-12-24T05:10:00.000-06:00

Right now.. DAY 3 of ending events..

It was evening 6.30..

Sky is becoming thick red summing up the violence happening in my heart from last 3 days. Sun is reaching the far end very fast telling me that finally its brutality is ending. Sea breeze whirling around like a twister at the coast. There is a unforeseen force in the air indicating a hurricane in few hours. Its dead silence outside but inside my heart its a 10000 watt loud scream. some body please tell me last 3 days is a dream. No, a night ma..re. A scream came from my heart into its own.

"What is the relation between a dream and a nightmare???" my mind asked. "When a wish and a fear are exactly same, we call that dream as a nightmare" answered my heart. Yes..The burden of last 3 days nightmare life can only be relieved with the balm of today's dream death. last 3 days my life is just like a worst movie. I sat through it when god is burning every beautiful part of it with my own hands. I sucked every second so far, watching it. Now, i want to walk out early from the world movie hall and brush aside the god saying 'you can not fire me now. You already burned my soul. I QUIT'. Yes yes..I am committing suicide.

"What is suicide?" so curious my mind is, it could not stop asking questions.

'When a hope and a life becomes exactly opposite, an action committed by life to move further from hope is
called suicide' so much patience my heart has, for answering every damn stupid question of my mind from last 3 days. My legs started walking on the sand that is burning on my bare legs like thousand of pins pushing inside its skin. Still my bare legs has bare power to move one more step with each move. I know they are using all the last power like a dim bulb giving light at its last seconds. I entered into the guest house at the beach and watching a snake in that dim bulb light. Snake moving slowly and opened its mouth reaching its tail viciously.I rubbed my eyes to remove that dimness from the glare. Then i saw ceiling with a thread hanging from it, which is ready to fit my head into it.

I slowly closed my eyes. Now, Its getting darker than outside.

'At least write some thing now.. even if it is a suicide note' my mind warning me.. my heart seconded it by screaming more louder than its own.

I started writing a note 'It took me a 34 years long time and most of the world, to learn what i know about the good and bad and the choices make, but the worst of it came to me in an impulse, while...'

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just 2 days back.......... DAY 1 of unending events

It was morning 6.30.

I was sitting on the flat pitch that just became wet by the sea waves, facing towards sea . It's breeze is fresh like a drop of water on the petal of rose. I always like to come here every day and watch the sun rising from the perfect green sea. This Sea is sensory deprivation tank for my soul. 'Anand Anand' my wife nivedita is laughing on my 5 year old kid, rounding on him swiftly and taking him into her hands from the sea waves. She is playing like a kid hitting foot ball slowly towards his small legs. The fresh air mixing with their two beautiful smiles made my breath more sweeter in the morning. It could become a scenery in my bed room with that sweet scent. They are definitely the most beautiful things happened in my life. Looking over them playing like kids at the sea shore makes me happiest at any moment and i can not count those moments in my life. I worked hard for 24 years in college to make my life success to count this 'very' moment. Happy job in ITC imports and exports, a beautiful kid, one more supporting 'KID' and this small beautiful village near sea shore. What more i need than these little 'cute' things to live happily?

'What is happiness?' i moved my eyes from my wife to my friend prabhakar raising my thumb finger. He often comes to a morning walk over the beach. He is one of my 'different' friends.

'Happiness is a myth that is invented to make us buy things' he is looking blank at the sunrise which is making its way on top of our head with the quizzical look that just now passed into my eyes. I was mesmerised by it, bewildered, and strangely ashamed to ask that question to him. He has impassive face but there is no mistaking the emotion in his eyes. It was cold , naked, incomprehensible hatred towards something. Though an extreme pessimist, he has a remarkable natural talent that made him successful manager at ITC. As usual, his intense ideas are giving impact on my happiness. Every time i do want to argue with him on this kind of topic to change his mind. But, he is hard to listen any thing and some times comes back so strong that changes me to admit with him. So, sensing the difficulty in talking with him at that time, i moved slowly toward my small 'tiny cute' family. Weaving his hands towards anand, prabhakar left the place in his car.

while my legs moving towards my family, my eyes moved towards my wife nivedita. Her still young face, with its prominent cheekbones, softly flared nose, and very full rosy lips, looked as if it had been carved in volcanic stone by the rush of river. Her hair was braided into a multitude of long, fine, beaded plaits and those plaits are going against gravity, playing with breeze. She is still laughing and playing with anand. Their teeth gleamed large and perfectly white. I am still smelling their beautiful sweet laugh. I just realized that I am walking on the air looking at them.

I was the happiest man in this world.

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Same Day

It was evening 6.30.

I have completed all the work in the office and came to guest house to discuss the future course of action with prabhakar on improving tobacco exports to London. "Sea is always beautiful" I said to govind looking from window, listening to soft ilayaraja music 'Alalu Alalu Egasi Egasi Alasi solasi poye'. 'And Sea always smells bad' Govind added to my comments. I was perplexed listening to prabhakar voice from govind. He was born in a very poor family, but completed X class and got a temporary job as a office boy in the guest house. He learned english from prabhakar and now i think, probably, a bit of his thinking too.

'Prerana Prerana' I listened to a young man shout. I looked towards sea from the window. A young couple playing with each other. He put his arms around her neck and taken her back towards his chest. He said some thing in her ears and smiled. Both are laughing out loud which is clear till to the room. 'May be a new couple' govind said in simple terms. Our village island is having beautiful lonely sea shore. So, lot of young couples often comes here. it can be said as a unofficial honeymoon place, scrupulously ignored by otherwise efficient officers of AP tourism department. I am still looking into their child plays. Suddenly it is becoming darker with clouds getting closer. May be dark jealous clouds coming to trouble over those happy couple in the near time.

'Where is prabhakar sir?' i asked govind and at the same time picking up the phone. Its already dead. It happens here as it is very seclusive place in the village and even small hurricane hits all the telephone poles down. Mobiles are always 'out of coverage area'. 'I am here buddy' said govind with a smile, coming just at the moment from the entrance. Buddy is his favorite word learned from his indo-american MBA friends. 'I think today we will know more darker truths inside us' he added pointing his finger to the sky, He was laughing loudly with the same simple blank look at the drifting, flapping, curling sheets of rain while putting his wet shoes into the shoe rack at the side of entrance gate.

'Govind.. make two coffee' i ordered looking at that unpleasant weather. It was never like this in the monsoon from the day i came here. prabhakar flopped into a chair beside me and started discussing the plans.. we started taking coffee and went in deep thoughts with past year charts. Suddenly, we listened to the thumping pound on the door. All our eyes stopped to stare on the young man at the door. 'Hi!! I am sudheer' he said deftly giving a hand shake to prabhakar. Prabhakar large, brown eyes were studying the stranger with curiosity or doubt or may be both. He is a tall man, may be 24 odd years old, with the handsome face and bouffant hairstyle of a Telugu movie star. He looked like a gentleman on the first look. 'Sorry!! Its heavily raining outside. I hope i am not disturbing you'. Looking into my eyes, confirming his point, he added 'we are from sakineti palli, 150 KM from here on the other side of godavari. We came here to visit the durga temple at the balaram pet' stared showing his wife on his back side at the door step. She is really a beautiful girl. She was slender, with black, shoulder-length hair, and pale skin. Although, she wasn't tall, her square shoulders and straight-backed posture, with both feet planted firmly part, gave her a quietly determined physical presence. She was wearing a cotton chudidar, black low-heeled shoes. She also wore a shawl backwards, with the double mane of the liquid fabric twirling and fluttering at her back. All her clothes were in different shades of white, which became completely wet in the rain. She is shivering a little bit. Looking at us, she moved little to the the back side of the young man.

'Suddenly my bike got into troubles. Its very cold outside. So, if you could permit us, we would to like to come inside' his hands are giving all actions showing his bike, wife and request while his infectitious smile moving into our hearts. 'What you do sudheer in sakineti palli?' prabhakar started his police questions. 'I am working in TBK plastics as a assistant manager. She is prerana.. my fiancee' said giving little stress to letters pre-ra-na '..and we are going to marry in next month'. 'Are you lovers?' next doubt came from prabhakar. While, young Boy was giving a 'No' expression from his face., She is giving a pinch at the back of the young boy right hand with a cute smile. It was not out of sight for all of us. 'Its okay' i stopped prabhakar after our introductions 'Go to that room' showed the left side room from the door step. 'Govind!! give them towels.. you can take rest here' i offered. Young man gave a gentle smile with thanks in his eyes. They quietly entered into that room. Govind gave them towels and also hot coffee. They became fresh in another half-an-hour.

Even our room is far from that room, we can listen to their conversation. We became curious and started listening to conversation at the other side of the door after our work.

'So, What is the most important thing you need from your husband me? pre-ra-na' he is showing himself with his hand.

'I want to be like a baby in your hands and you should be like a boy and we should always play like kids' she has given a cute smile putting her three fingers from right hand on her left hand parallelly moving her head 3 times up and down.

'ohh..that's good opinion madam. I am glad to hear that.' he clapped ' So, what you have liked in me?' There is curiosity in his mind to know the things from his fiancee.

'You are a very good listener. And that's dangerous, because its hard to resist a freaky tweaky like me. Being listened to- really being listened to-is the second best thing in this world and that too for a girl' Cute smile continued...

'Then, what is first best thing in this world??' young boy asked the question that just framed first time in my mind. Probably prabhakar's and govind's too..

'You still don't know... That is already present between us.. It's love.. and being loved for a girl is always best thing for her.. tube light ha ha' I was happy listening to it remembering the air walk i had in the morning. Nivedita and Anand pictures already moving in my mind.

'I don't agree to it. Power is best thing in this world' Prabhakar blushed her aside in a harsh voice cutting our quietness in the young people conversation. Even we listen to their voice, our voice will not reach to that room as we have windows in this room.

'Oh is it?' I asked, laughing.'What about sex?' i know this guy sees a worst rate movie 10 times just because of a swimming pool scene of the heroine.

'No. Apart from the biology, sex is all about power. That's why it's such a rush and hush hush' I laughed again 'So, what about love?'

'You all wrong' he said with terse finality.'love is the opposite of power. That's why i fear it so much.' He said asking govind to bring 2 beer bottles from the fridge in the corner and taking glasses from the ground below the table.

'I think its commitment to your soul is best thing in this world.' nivedita came into my mind and framed those words ' What you say govind.I think i don't have to ask you?' finally i asked Govind knowing his ideas while he moving towards fridge 'You got me right sir. Money is the best thing in this world' he suggested lazily 'and we both be right sir..' showing his hand towards prabhakar 'Every sane and rational person one day realizes that money is almost every thing. Its the money that keeps us going towards power and the lack of it drives under the great wheel.. that's why i don't like my parents..'

'You do not understand what i am talking about, don't you? Real power. The power to make men shine like stars and crush the women to dust' his hands going into top as always when he becomes expressive into the arguments. Now i got the reason why prabhakar so negative in every thing.

'So whats second best thing?' i cut the argument as i know prabhakar doesn't agree to others.
'Freedom'

'Freedom from what?' govind asked opening the fridge which increased the light in the room and curiousity in my mind for the prabhakar answer. 'Freedom to say NO. Freedom to say No to this question. If you have got that much freedom, you really don't need any thing' he laughed gently for the first time. i am almost amused to his reply. We all laughed out loud again as beer arrived in govind hands...

Discussion is still going in the far end.

'I am happy to know that a crazy girl is loving and marrying me' i listened to the young boy voice coming from long end when govind poured beer into the glasses.

'ha ha..Craziness is the basis for creation of every fine relationship sir' husky voice replied.

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Just 1 day back ... Day 2 of unending events..

It was evening 6.30..

'How could you do that? Are you really a human? Did you do that worst thing what govind told to the villagers?? Bhaskar, I am asking you only. Tell me its a lie please' Nivedita crying on me putting her hands around my cheeks and searching the truth in my eyes.

'I don't know..I really don't know' screams coming from my heart and mouth at the same time. But it was much louder from the heart.

'What does that mean bhaskar?' she is shouting. Now, Her hands left my cheek alone. her eyes bewildered with my answer. Her large eye brows reaching centre of her fore-head. A cute child i have seen in last 7 years is shouting and becoming like a crazy maniac.

'Craziness is basis of every fine relationship sir' husky voice whirling around my mind like a twister. 'Craziness is also basis to end every fine relationship' my heart is telling to my mind.

'I don't know.. I really don't know. i CANT do it.. Oh god... i am very sorry niv... oh god.. please leave me alone..please leave me alone gaaa..gaaa..' Some feelings sink so deep into the heart that only loneliness can help you find them again. Some truths about yourself are so painful that only shame can help you live with them. And some feelings are just so sad that only your soul can do the crying for you. And that soul is just in front of me listening to my shame from my own mouth now. Oh god!!! please help me.... 'please tell me this is all dream' my mind said.. 'no a night mare' my heart screamed into its own..

And it was all there, in her lovely face,. in my soul's face. The beautiful curvy lines, high on her cheeks, now became dams to keep the tears flowing like a river from her eyes. Determination stiffening the defiant thrust of her chin. The monstrous and pitiable silent understanding between us that no 'cute' happiness exists later is moving away with monsoon showers showing the path for sooner or later of sorrowing and death.

'I am leaving now' She closed her fist and blasted empty air as hard as she can. I closed my eyes and blasted my abundant tears as hard as i can. 'Niv.. please leave anand at least' i know what she is going to do.. i am seeing in her red determined eyes into the unending sea.

'Pleeaaa..se leave us you bastard.. you dirty dog...you crazy miscreant..Don't you understand what you have done' i haven't seen her like that even in my wildest dreams after our marriage . My legs moved two steps backwards reluctantly admitting that i lost in this death game. 'I can not help' my hands said to my mind which is loosing its sensation. 'pleeeee...see nivv.......gaa...gaaa' sound ended at my nose and then flown into my tears.

'What are tears?' my mind asked. 'When happiness or sorrowing reaches their extreme.. the sensations which comes from eyes are called tears' reply came from the salty heart.

How could i do this? i never know.. May be i haven't. I need to know the truth before i go to the police station.

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Today Morning ... Day 3 of ending events..

It was morning 6.30..

I was watching the waves at sea. It's breeze is still fresh like a drop of water on the tongue of snake. Yes! this sea is sensory deprivation tank for my soul. 'Anand Anand' my wife nivedita dead body is still laughing on my 5 year old kid, floating on the dead sea.. There is no sense of pain, no regret or shame. She do not have no feelings of guilt or grief, no depression, and no desire. Her every atom entered into a sleeping universe. Insensible stillness and peace dispersed her fear and my suffering. Thoughts drifted like ocean weeds and vanished in the distant, grey somnolent, unperceieved and indeterminable waves. There'd been no funeral for anand because no body found for villagers, to bury. His body is disappeared in the night as completely as a flared, exhausted star.

At first, when we truely love some one, our greatest fear is that the loved one will stop loving us. What we should really fear about thier death infront of your eyes. It crushes your breath from your chest. Your heart drowns in a sorrow where it never ends. No laughter.. and no sleep. What ever the reason, you will feel dishearteningly alone in this world.

Now I lost my soul. I LOST MY SOUL. This sea has already taken 4 souls in 4 directions in last 2 days.

'Nivedita.... please come back.. i haven't done any..' no soul is there to do the crying.

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Just 2 days back.... Day 1 of unending events..

'I think today we will know more darker truths inside us'

It was night 9.30..

'So whats second best thing?' i cut the arguement as i know prabhakar doesn't agree to others.
'Freedom'
'Freedom from what?' govind asked opening the fridge which increasd the light in the room.
'Freedom to say NO. Freedom to say No to this question. If you have got that much freedom, you really dont need any thing' he laughed gently for the first time. i am almost amused to his reply. We all laughed out loud again as Beer arrived in govind hands...

Discussion is still going in the far end.

'I am happy to know that a crazy girl is loving and marrying me' i listened to the young boy voice coming from long end when govind poured beer into the glasses.

'ha ha..Craziness is the basis for creation of every fine relationship sir' a husky sexy voice replied.

'Cheers!!! Salute to the freedom we have' Prabhakar drank half of the long glass, let out a loud, wide-mouthed sigh of pleasure and then drank the rest. He laughed out loud again while taking 5 more beer bottles into his mouth. It was a peculiarly high-pitched laugh, harsh and almost hysterical. He slapped me hard on the back, spilling a little of his next drink. He came close to my ear with inch between his mouth and my ear.. 'Ha.. you know bhaskar.. I know you and your eyes.. she is beautiful man she really is!!! That bloody sudheer is lucky guy naaa haaaa' giving sweet sounds with that haaa. I admitted that he read what is there in my mind. But what i am doing? The first rule of the mind every where is never let any one know what you're thinking. But prabhakar's corollary to this rule was 'always know what others think'. I certainly admire his great personality. But, i do not like his ideas when he drinks and looses senses.

'Keep cool dude.. get marry as soon as possible. you will change from this perversion' i put my hand on his left arm to make him clam.

'what buddy.. did i suggest that we do some thing crazy now...why are you putting that special tag to me.. i do watch stupid movie just for 1 scene because i like them that way.i just said She is damn sexy man.. nothing else. Now, you get control... control buddy' his voice is not controllable now. He is rubbing my hands hard. Govind is also laughing with him 'Yes sirr.. she is really sexy in that white wet dress'. I dont know if the couple are listening to these people cheap dailogues.

'Okay okay.. i agree... so what are the plans in office for tomorrow?' i want to change the topic.

'hey buddy.. dont change the topic now' he read my mind second time 'just tell us buddy she is sexy.. i think you haven't seen her properly'

'okay dude!.. you drank too much.. we should leave now before its getting late' i glared over them.

'I don't care buddy..First tell me she is sexy then i promise to leave.. why don't you tell that simple word man?'

'yes man.. she is sexy. come on lets leave.. its getting darker outside. This rain never ends in this season' i stood up from the chair moving it back. I have decided to close this topic here. I dont know what these guys do at this drunken crazy state.

I hit the door slowly with index finger on their door. 'Is rain stopped brother?' sudhir came out of the door with that gentle smile. 'No No.. we are leaving now.. If you want, i will leave at bus stand. It may not be safe here staying alone here' i said. He looked back towards prerana naughtily. He went inside room and came back.'No brother, we wont get bus at this time.. Its very dark also and any way, i need to come back tomorrow again for my bike.. rather than that we will stay here tonight and get my bike right ..we will leave tomorrow morning, if it is not a problem for you' I understood his meaning and want to get these guys out as soon as possible.

'Okay sudhir.. make sure you locked the door while you are leaving.Its automatic' i noted down his bike number on my note-book for safety.

'Come on prabhakar!.. lets leave'

'haaa.. this guyyy' prabahakar sighed loud while leaving the room.

'Thanks guys' sudhir went inside. We reached our cars. I stood until prabhakar started his car and govind sat in his near seat. Then i started my car.

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'We are alone.. So what is the plan pre-ra-naaaa' Sudhir pushed his sweet heart slowly on to the bed.

'A drink.. i dont want to forget this night. You should make it unforgettable night in my whole life' said prerana while kissing on his cheeks..

'wow.. you are too much for me maam' bowed sudhir. He came towards fridge in the front room.. An unforeseen beast inside me whom even i do not know just standing behind him in that dark gloomy light of hall. I am not able to recognize what i am doing with the beer bottle in my hand. My mind is not under control. All prabhakar and govind comments increased my heart beats and exitement.

He opened the fridge door to glance at my cat-blue eyes. He collapsed at the next moment when the beet bottle in my hand hit his head straight away. Beast inside me entered in to the bed room. Pre-ra-naaa looked horrified first time looking me in the bed room at that time. 'Sudhir ..' her voice stopped seeing the blood in my hands. Recognizing what i have done, she is praying me 'please brother leave me' putting her hands towards my deserted drunken mind with innocence.All her face cells are contravening towards the centre of her nose in that cry. But, beast not under control.

'You bitch!! Haven't you listened to my brother words earlier...your hubby' i forgotten what civilization teached me in my own words in the past 34 years.

And it closed my eyes finally..

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Right now... Ending the event..

I started writing a note 'It took me a 34 years long time and most of the world, to learn what i know about the good and bad and the choices make, but the worst of it came to me in an impulse, while...'

'A single word - can kill hundreds of solidiers
A single word - can make thousands stand and
shout
A single mistake - can make a man into gandhi
A single mistake - can make a man into a beast..
'

Its always the choice you take at the end.The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing that you will make one. Commiting no mistake is best thing in this world' I ended the note thinking at least some other person will learn from this momentary impulse which costed lives of two lovers and a 'cute' family.

'What is mistake?' my mind asked. At Last, My heart went into a long silence........

My note is flying in the air curling and swinging in the fresh evening breeze and reached the place where my little anand played foot ball laughing with nivedita. my dead body still can smell thier beautiful sweet smiles.

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Addam Lo neevu

2006-11-30T22:45:00.001-06:00

Again a bit revolutionary.. but can't help fromposting here.. any way, now i am not writing any more poems...

Addam Mundu Nilabadi Choosukunnava??
Alaanti Maamulu Addamlo andam gane kanapadatavu
Hrudayantahralaloloni addam lo choosuko
neeku nuvvu ela kanapadutunnavu??

Andamaina Poola thota lagana??
Ayithe neevu adbuthamaina mattulo
jogutunnavu.. chuttu vunna prapancchani
sariga parikinchaleni neevu guddi vaadive...

Nirmala Maina sarassu lagana??
jagana vunna neethi andamga
ardham chesukunna neeku neevu
prashantha maina sarassu laagane kanipistavu..

-Maharshi

Entidi????

2006-11-30T22:28:00.003-06:00

Ee..
Tappu cheyaleda??
Edirincha leva??
Piriki Tanama??
Tappu Cheyanappudu
Lokapu Rhujhu Vasanalu Peelachalevu

Oo...
Tappu Chesava??
Ayithe Matram ...
Tappu Cheyani Vaadu
Lokamlo migilada???
Baagu Padalani vunnappudu
lokaniki bayapadaku

Aa...
Tappuni Oppantava??
Marinkemiti??
Andaru Anthe
Andaritho paatu neevu
Nee rootu marchukoku
Atlane Mattilo Kalisipo..

- Maharshi

Frndz-forever

2006-09-27T02:03:00.000-05:00

“Friends forever,” you promised.
“Together till the end.”
We did everything with each other.
You were my best friend.

When I was sad, you were by my side.
When I was scared, you felt my fear.
You were my best support -
If I needed you, you were there.

You were the greatest friend,
You always knew what to say:
You made everything seem better.
As long as we had each other,
Everything would be okay.

But somewhere along the line,
We slowly came apart.
I was here, you were there,
It tore a hole in my heart.

Things were changing,
Our cheerful music reversed its tune.
It was like having salt without pepper,
A sun without its moon.

Suddenly we were miles apart,
Two different people, with nothing the same.
It was as if we hadn’t been friends;
Although we knew deep in our hearts
Neither one of us was to blame

You had made many new friends
And luckily, so had I
But that didn’t change the hurt -
The loss of our friendship made me cry.

As we grow older, things must change
But they don’t always have to end.
Even though it is different, now,
You will always be my friend.

This is for you .. to all my frndz-forever

Quotes About Wifes

2006-09-19T23:14:00.000-05:00

I recently read that love is entirely a matter of chemistry. That must be why my wife treats me like toxic waste.

- David Bissonette

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When a man steals your wife, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her.

- Sacha Guitry

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Marriage is like a cage; one sees the birds outside desperate to get in, and those inside desperate to get out.

- Montaigne

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After marriage, husband and wife become two sides of a coin; they just can't face each other, but still they stay together.

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By all means marry. If you get a good wife, you'll be happy. If you get a bad one, you'll become a philosopher.

- Socrates

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A happy marriage is a matter of giving and taking; the husband gives and the wife takes.

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Woman inspires us to great things, and prevents us from achieving them.

- Dumas

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The great question... which I have not been able to answer... is,"What does a woman want?

- Freud

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The gods gave man fire and he invented fire engines.They gave him love and he invented marriage.

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I had some words with my wife, and she had some paragraphs with me.

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"I don't worry about terrorism. I was married for two years."

- Sam Kinison

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"There's a way of transferring funds that is even faster than electronic banking. It's called marriage."

- James Holt McGavran

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"The secret of a successful marriage is not to be at home too much."

- Colin Chapman

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"I haven't spoken to my wife in years. I didn't want to interrupt her."

- Rodney Dangerfield

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"I've had bad luck with both my wives. The first one left me and the second one didn't."

- Patrick Murray

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My wife doesn't care what I do away from home, as long as I don't enjoy it.

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The husband who wants a happy marriage should learn to keep his mouth shut and his checkbook open.

- Groucho Marx

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My wife only has 2 complaints. Nothing to wear and not enough closet space.

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You know what I did before I married? Anything I wanted to.

- Henny Youngman

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A good wife always forgives her husband when she's wrong.

- Milton Berle

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Marriage is the only war where one sleeps with the enemy.

- Anonymous

Compiled by Maharshi Bammardi

(B)last Moments

2006-09-16T10:53:00.000-05:00

All the characters in this story are fictious and do not bear resemblance to any person living, dead or still reading. Or to any stories written, thought of or in the process of being written.

(B) Last Moments

‘I want to die’, ‘I want to die’…I shouted. People around me were busy working. Even through the noisy environment in my lab everybody could hear me. Everybody was staring at me. I shouted again… ‘I want to die’. These were my words after I read Maharshi baava’s story.

Yes, I can’t take this story.

Death will be my last pain. But for sure no greater pain than what I had undergone reading.

Death is a reality.
Freedom from all the stories to come.
Certainty for all readers.
A satisfaction for the shameless writer.
Inevitable for any reader.
Eternal sleep, similar to the sleep you get after bed time stories.

Tears rolling down from my chubby cheeks. I was scratching my dimple chin. My rosy lips were dry. I was sick to the back teeth within. The shock made my curly hair stand straight. I turned pale looking very fair. Teachers pet is that you? Yes, yes, yes. (Ref: A nursery generally recited in kindergarten.)

I wish no other reader should ever end his/her life this way. Oh god, we thank you for the day for helping me in my work and play. This was my last request. (Ref: Our school prayer)

I looked at a poster on the wall. It was a beautiful poster of two kids. The guy was kissing the girl. I felt I will do it for the first and the last time with this beautiful girl sitting on the computer right beside me. I couldn’t believe myself I did it. But I had made a mistake; I didn’t notice the poster on the other wall on my room which the girl was watching. It was another beautiful poster in which a little girl was bashing up a kid black and blue and to be frank any color possible in 256 bit high resolution colors.

She did it for the last time. But I was not feeling anything. I was losing all sensations, senses, census, every possible damn thing.

I had already read the story by that time. My mind didn’t want to come back into control. I felt like dancing to the number ‘LOOSE CONTROL’…. No, no, this can’t happen… come back into my control. I need to finish this story. Come back into my control. Yes I can do it. I can finish this story.

No I cannot, I am out of control. All I can remember is those wonderful childhood days, when my grandmother would tell me all those beautiful stories. But I want to stop her. Not only her, stop everybody who tell their kids bedtime stories. Because of them children develop these interests in stories. This interest is what causes children to read new stories when there is nobody to tell them stories. They read and bring upon themselves this painful and inevitable death, which I pray god even enemy shouldn’t get. (Ref: True translation of a famous Telugu proverb)

I cannot forget those nights when I was told stories. And I cannot forget especially that night, when I couldn’t find any sleep. Turning and tossing in bed. Finally I decided I would call up my grandmother for a story. I was already addicted to these stories. For me, now ‘No story’ meant ‘No sleep’. My grandmother wouldn’t pick her phone up. I think it must have been on silent. I called up the bed time story service on my mobile phone. It was not helping my cause. But I still had the feeling deep down that I would definitely find sleep if I continued listening to the story, and I was. I started walking listening to the story. I walked 15 kms listening to the story. And now I find myself in the middle of the road a few kilometers away from the city. The mobile turned itself off with the battery dying down. I tried to put the mobile back into my pockets.

Alas! No pockets, I wasn’t wearing anything except for the boxer shorts I wear when I go to bed. The auto driver was quizzical/enthusiastic/inquisitive (Choose the best possible word) when I asked him to go to my house. He replied, "How do I know your house sir?" with an expression on his face I couldn’t or never would be able to read. I said, ‘Duffer… I would accompany you’.

Hey where am I? I have to finish this story. A story that needs to come to an end before its readers would. My brain is working like a F1 car at a pit stop. The engine’s on but of no use.

I am back into control for the last and final time.

The message I would like to give to all you people is don’t, please don’t tell your kids bed time stories. They get addicted to it. So much so that they want stories every night. They would do anything to get that story. Anything to the extent that they would start reading anything to get a good nights sleep. If one dose is not enough they read through the story again and again.

And finally they find a story like this and sleep forever.

- Maharshi bammardi.

U are gr8 my bammardi.. kudos 2 u in my craziness..

Maddy reply for manovilasam

2006-09-16T10:00:00.000-05:00

vyju,

So nee poem ki evaru respond kaledu ante daaniardham tappu ammailadi. endukante nuvve annavu abbailuaithe abbailu raasina daaniki respond avutunnarani. sodaanni batti chooste nuvvu raasinappudu ammailusarigga respond kaavatam ledanukunta.aina abbailu atla emi cheyaru. edo vallaku ardamkani basha aipoye sariki response ivvaledemo.kavitha ante simple ga undaalifor example idi choodu..

ee kavitha nene raasa
indulo untundi choodu praasa
deeniki pogadthalenduku aasa, dosaa
aha emi raasa, emi raasa.

- Maharshi Bammardi..

Naa Manovilasam by vyju

2006-09-15T07:01:00.000-05:00

Daricheraleni dooram mana madhya vunna
Na manovegam todaina vela ee..
Sudurale sameepalu ..
Teeyani madhura smrtulu nee talapuna medilina vela ..
Nee chiru pedavula
darahasam ..
Na manovilasam..

Too good right.. ya that our poetress 'vijaya'

Books I love

2006-09-13T00:56:00.000-05:00

1) Angels & Demons – Dan Brown: I ranked on top of "The Da Vinci Code" by same author because Angels & Demons deals with events in a fine grip than Da Vinci code though “The Da Vinci Code” is an equally interesting novel. This novels mixes science and religion with complete ease. A MUST READ.

2) The Da Vinci Code – Dan Brown: No Introductions required for this novel. World famous novel. You can not stop this novel if it is your first novel. Only these two novels (1 & 2) from this author are interesting. Other two “Digital Fortress”, “Deception Point” are pretty let downs compared to these two novels.

3) Fountain Head – Ayn Rand: I read it because lot of friends told me about this novel. Though the novel seems a bit sarcastic about the present philosophy, I felt the things described in the novel are not realistic & some times even felt that author lived in her own world of objectivism which is almost impossible now. But, main interesting thing in this novel, even though it is written in 1940s, it is still pretty close to present genre & readable. I tried reading “Ulysses”, “a portrait of the artist as a young man”,by james joyce, which are similarly pretty old novels. But, I couldn’t relate my self through those novels. So I put this great novel (from people verdict) at this place. It might take some time for me to go through these novels again. I am thinking of taking one more famous novel of Ayn Rand “Atlas Shrugged” in next one or two weeks.

4) The Midnight’s Children – Salman Rushdie: Man! You need to bow to this man. He writes really long sentences with all the words for which you need to have a dictionary. I even remember sentences of 1 page long with out full stop. I can say his novel itself is a “dictionary of ideas”. Total novel discusses about all geo-socio-political issues with complete ease and with complete “dictionary words” (it will be very good GRE stuff). I may need to read it second timeL for pukka-understanding. I can say it well deserves book of bookers (best booker book in 25 years)

5) 5 Point some one – Chetan Bhagat: Hilarious. Funny though seems not plausible in real scenario. Some chapters (student found with dept head’s daughter definitely draws giggles from you. I doubt if he had any thing (bad story) with his dept head). Unstoppable. You can complete this in one day. Simple language is its asset.

6) God of Small Things – Arundhati Roy: Couldn’t find it interesting though completed slowly. Pretty small story written like a novel. No twists. You just need to find beauty in the words. A different kind of novelist. It will be a bad experience if you are amateur novel reader (like me when I read it).

7) The Rule of Four – Ian Caldwell: Don’t misled by reading the reviews for this novel. You may need to decipher this book with Standard English dictionary. Some 150 pages out of 400 are non-stop story “About man trying to achieve his love in the dream”. Lot of historical facts is given inside the story. But, you will love some punches like “Poliphilo admits having sex with buildings. At least once, he claims the pleasure was mutual”

8) Deception Point & Digital Fortress – Dan brown: waste novels. Don’t even dare to read digital fortress.

- Maharshi

Last Moments

2006-09-13T00:51:00.000-05:00

'I want to die' I said in extreme silence. Even a pin drop can create enormous disturbance in our ears in that moment..'I want to die' I screamed.. 'i want ..... to ....die.. i want to die.. I WANT TO DIE' words are echoing in full swing around room.

'Yes.. We can't face this dirty society' She said in the echoes with eyes closed.

'Death will be our last pain.. we will get relief forever from this world' i said.

'Death is a reality.

A freedom from this non-believers

A Certainity for all lovers

A Satisfaction for shameless god

A new beginning for our love

Its inevitable for any lovers

An eternal Sleep from this loveless world

An Illusion to our life

Its the only joy we can celebrate alone ALONE and forever

Pain for us Relief for all our troublemongers...' I added in that empty room filled with our pure hearts.

'I can not live with out uuuu... ' she cried. Tears are rolling on her chubby cheeks. Those are beutiful rosy chubby cheeks.. Tears flowing from her beautiful round face to the ground. Bottles of sleeping pills scattered in the corner of that dark room.

'I wish no other lovers should have this kind of end in the future.. oh god. Its my last request.. Please do not give the kind of troubles we got, to any other lovers. we know we are not using the chance you have given us and stopping ourselves in the mid of life but we can not live with out each other...we are sorry' I said closing my hands together with kness on the ground. Already my mouth is getting dry..

'I want that last time' she said showing a childs picture on the wall. Childs are kissing each other on thier cheeks.I kissed her.. Nothing was there in my mind..

It was last time our minds are having some sensations..

It was the last time she was feeling sensuous..

It was the last time i am feeling nervous..

It was the last time we both feeling utmost beautiful human touch..

It was the last time ..... IT WAS THE LAST TIME ............................

we already took 50 sleeping tablets each by that time. Our minds are slowly moving away from the control and our bodies are loosing thier senses one by one forgetting what is happening outside.

But,

We can not forget those unending calls all over the scenary nights with beatiful stars and moon on sky..

We can not forget those coffee sips on the morning time in the remote village..

We can not forget the sign langague we used between us so that no body reconizes our calls.

We can not forget those endless nights with out sleep in sadness and empty look on the walls..

we can not forget that first dinner we took in 'SUMITRA' Hotel.

We can not forget prayers to all the gods to make our love successful in our city

We can not forget all the exitment we faced when we told 'I Love You' to each other..

We can not forget .... WE CAN NOT FORGET .........

We both were pefect for each other on any horizon.. no feelings for any lovers please..

I had walked 10 km while talking to her over the phone on my third call in the night... and auto driver was quizzical when i asked to him to go to my room... It was 3AM in the midnight.. I dont have purse with me except a phone which was switched off because charge is over...

I am able to feel the dryness on her lips.. her beutiful lips.. and a beautiful smile. I can forget that pleasant smile. She used to go on the road in white chudidar when i am waiting for her on the other side of the road. She sees me on off-side with out turning her face and her rolling eyes just becomes more catchy. Her beutiful smile enlightens my heart. I will just die for that one moment. I WILL JUST DIE.I can't explain my exitment when she smiles. I want to hear that in the phone all the time...

Slowly her hand loosing control on my arms. She was becoming unconsious. My eyes are getting closed but her eyes are infront of me just like a ray of hope in the dark tunnel.
We are able to listen to each other heartbeats.. I had listened her heartbeat last time when i told her 'I Love U'. I presented her a diamond rind when i told her my feelings. That daimond ring has my intial along with hers on it. she was crying holding my hands strongly.. i can't forget how people looked at us at that time.. I dont know what should i do... my heart was racing like F1 Car. I am able to listen my heart sound clearly.. She hasn't said a single word. She rested her head on me.. I was a coward. I took long time to tell her my feelings.. she was waiting for that from long time...

Finally heartbeats became countable. 'I LO... VE........ U RAAAAA'.. both of us said at same time.. And they were our LAST words............

Death is always an ultimate penalty for the lovers. Hope, it wouldn't continue in future.. I can not give justification of every step we have taken in this journey. But, as far as, we are concerned, we have justified our love with current decision.

- Maharshi